god, this is gay. im in such a weird mood. i just wanna know what the fuck is wrong. not just for my sake but heathers too. tonight, after i got off the phone with her, i realized what a dick i was. i wasn't even really talking to her. and at the end, i said some shit that, now that i think about it, made no sense and may have only helped in making her feel worse about me leaving.

Luke Martin: lvl 100 douchebag


well, fuck what else is goin on. i went to ship the other day. its such a mad awesome school. I cant wait for it to start (sorry squeaky  [ :) i think im not takin my drums down first semester, just the guitar. need to find a place for them before i bring em. i found out about all the equipment i get to use for my major. OMG, fucking fantastic!!!!  not gonna go into detail but its mad nasty awesome shit.

i need to go to bed and sort out whats wrong with me. good night all. hope tomorrows better.



world...kiss my ass!

this is just a quick post. at home, on comp. gotta go do work. goin to my gf's later for dinner. I think we're goin to Kyoto, a japanese restaurant. SWEET!!!


well, thats all. (told you it was quick) LOVE YA HEATHER!!!!!!!




Luke